bahahahahahahahah.

I love how Jesus works. bahah I am so at peace right now, just a joyful mess inside.

Pioneers fell through. closed door. shut opportunity. I am not going with them. He has better plans in store. I don't have a B.A in order to get a work/resident visa over there.

I was a little confused.. I know I was supposed to pursue this opportunity.. did I misunderstand?

But the Lord in His gentleness said, "no. I did not tell you that you would go with them. I simply told you to pursue them. pursue this opportunity in faith. You are walking by faith so you did not know if it would truly work out or not. I am in control."

right, you are so right Father. walking in faith took me to this dead-end but remember. He has something SO much grandeur in mind.

I am but the dead, wilty twig. He is the ever flourishing, live giving vine. [john 15]

I saw some really cool opportunities with YWAM. but you know what? I am going to just wait. Wait until He tells me what to do. It doesn't matter if I have it all in control right now because I don't. and that is ok because I am not in control.

He is.

OH! and I read two out of the three books on my reading list. ANDDD I made a few pairs of cute earrings! I am so pleased. hahah though they totally need to be worked out to get the kinks out.. to be stunningly perfect.

mmm. just like me in the hands of my Perfect Creator.